June 2012
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Back down to 184
I feel on top of the world today. I’m back to 184 - my lowest weight. Yesterday I avoided temptation. We had a potluck at work and of course there was chips and dips, pizza, cakes, cookies, etc etc. Did not eat one bite. Instead I picked up a Fage that I brought with me the day before.
Personal training yesterday was tough. I have weak triceps, and I absolutely HATE tricep dips. Then we did...
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guesswhatiheard asked: What type of cardio workouts do you do? I am also a lapbander and I have had my band for about 2 months now. I still feel like I am overeating, though it is not nearly as much as I used to eat. I also am having a hard time losing weight now. I can maintain my ass off, but I havent lost anything else since my initial 24 pound loss after the surgery, and that is with cardio 5 days a week at least 30...
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shining-example replied to your post: Really, now?
Wow. That interview just perpetuated ignorance. Ignorance is the main reason why very few people know about my WLS. Most of them do not understand. I don’t need their judgement.
Couldn’t put a better way. People are ignorant about WLS
onefatbloke replied to your post: Really, now?
People do think it’s ‘cheating’ which is just a bit sad really.
cheating, never! we can definitely eat around the band, and gain every ounce we have lost
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lainabeatles replied to your post: Really, now?
That’s upsetting. :( Nothing about any of this is easy.
agreed
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adjusttheaction replied to your photo: Last night I declared that today should be a good…
Congrats!
:)!!!
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theashpie replied to your photo: Last night I declared that today should be a good…
So freaking proud of you girl!!
:) thanks
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healthiertimes2 replied to your photo: Last night I declared that today should be a good…
yay!!!!!
Gracias :D
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Coma please
I hate this shit. Just put me in a medical coma, feed me 90 gms of low calorie protein a day and call it a fucking day.
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My mom
I left the bathroom, and I know she heard me crying. So she was staring at me intently. Maybe she wants me to go to her, but I can’t. I’m not capable of showing my weak side to ANYONE. the other day my brother asked me if I was capable of crying tears and to that I said, ”No, bitch. I boss too hard to cry” lolololololol hey, I can still laugh in between my anguish, right?
Anyway, my...
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Really, now?
I was slightly bit annoyed when I clicked on a link to a Today show interview involving a teen that had bariatric surgery. I was intrigued and decided to watch. I was was thinking to myself, OHHH YEAAHHHH WLS on TV!! Until they interviewed the teen.
The interviewer asked what are your eating habits like now post surgery, and she said that she can eat 2 pieces of pizza opposed to the whole pie,...
WooooHoooo
I didn’t gain any weight this weekend!
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When you look at how many serving sizes are in...
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Here
I’m in my bed wishing I was not. Last night, I planned out a night that I was so excited about. I wanted to spend alone time with him that we desperately need. It didn’t happen. I cried on my long drive home, and I cried myself to sleep again. I don’t know what to do. So, crying is my only solution.
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My relationship
This is the first relationship I’ve had that I don’t speak to my friends about. Mostly because with my wisdom (cough old age cough), I now know that other people’s opinions can negatively affect both the relationship with your friend and your boyfriend.
But at this very moment I just wish a friend would comfort me.
Emotionally I’m back to 2007, I don’t want to...
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chubbybunnny asked: I've been looking at your food logs and was wondering, what app or program or whatever do you use for your food log? :O I use lose it! and I only really like it cuz it counts my protein intake...
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allieemichellee replied to your post: Aggravation Overload
Ahhhhhhh that’s annoying!
SERIOUSLY!
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adjusttheaction replied to your post: Annoyed-kind-of-week
You’re doing so well and you’ve come so far. What’s one bad week in the scheme of things? One bad week out of how many good weeks? Smile, girl :)
Well, one bad week has actually been one bad month and a half. So, I had finally made progress, but I blew it and I guess thats what is making me angry lol
Aggravation Overload
I planned to workout my circuit workouts, and insanity tonight. First half of the afternoon my brother was hogging the TV/living room - the only space I can workout in. My room doesn’t even have space for a matchbox. and now the stupid Mexico vs El Salvador game is on and my dad hasn’t gone to damn bed. WTF!
I just want to screaaaaaaaaaaaammmmm!!!!!!
My Stomach: You are hungry, eat something.
My Brain: Don't you dare touch food you fucking ugly fat pig.
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Annoyed-kind-of-week
My food addiction is larger than my mind can handle. I just stuff things in my mouth without even thinking, and it makes me so angry!!!
Friday I was at my lowest weight is 186.9. The VERY NEXT DAY, I was at 190.8. NO JOKE.
So, come Monday I was 189.8, today 189.3, and I’m so irritable. I am angry with myself for always doing the same exact thing, over and over again. I’m supposed to...
mylittleseason asked: I love you food diary page. What program are you using to chart? You blog is also inspiring!
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WatchLoose skin, loose skin. Not until recently have I had a problem with my own. Its taxing, its shameful, its awful. But Ms. Treadmillionaire, SOMEBODY will find you beautiful, even if you think you’re not. SOMEBODY will love you with scars, wrinkly boobs and loose skin. And that’s the type of genuine love you need, not somebody who expects you to be “perfect”
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